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"You're not a monster I'm not a monster But, we have monsters inside - Your heart is too kind..."
Posted:Jul 21, 2019 9:45 am
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2019 10:58 am
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"You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside - Your heart is too kind..."

I feel I know you inside and out... even though we've not met in the biblical sense... face to face...

we've made luv (in my mind)... a first... an intimate moment I want to relive... only... not as a dream... but, as the drops of our passion wetting our appetite land on these wanting bodies... with eyes on eyes... lips on lips... your breath on mine... no fear of losing what we don't have... no fear of the hurt cums with a luv like ours...

you are not fooling me... your eyes see others... beyond me... your heart will be mine... your laughter will make me laugh... our bodies will collide like two cupids on ecstasy... for their arrows our bouncing off of us... some kinda armor shielding us from what is meant to be...

in the spirit of TWD,Transformers & Marvel comics... we see only monsters... but, we are not monsters... I'm not a monster... but, we all have monsters inside us...

you are tired of being alone... looking to the ceiling and cuming up empty... filled with someone else's pleasure... not one's of your own...

People say... if it was meant to be... then, it will be... I say... be lucky... be very lucky... make your own luck...

where does your body live... is it swimming in a sea of "pleased"... am I hanging from a rope... waiting... maybe, wading... hmm... can you picture me with you... a goodnight kiss... a wake-up first... together and just being...

do we need to look under the bed... in the closet... what's going thru your head... you're not a monster... I'm not a monster... but, we have monsters inside...

I wrote this for you...

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"I already know you inside and out
Yes, I know you
We met in my dreams
You can't fool me
Your heart is too kind
Think you're a monster?
You must not know
My heart is black as can be
Your heart is brighter than the sun
My body hangs from the rope
Your body lays gently in the sea
You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside of us
You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside our minds
I'm tired of endless decay
You're tired of being alone
One day I'll kiss you goodnight
One day you'll sing me to rest
You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside of us (Repeat x 4)
You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside..." - Missio - "Monsters"
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"You're not a monster... I'm not a monster... but, we have monsters inside..."

so true... to infinity & beyond....

hmm...
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"tryna make our movie, it's a two-way, U the main attraction, 4 the love, I need U for that action."
Posted:Jul 20, 2019 7:44 am
Last Updated:Jul 20, 2019 4:49 pm
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"tryna make our movie, it's a two-way, what you say,
you the main attraction, for the love, I need you for that action..." - for my dancers...

second thoughts clouding this mind...
main attraction, one of a kind

what's in it for u... goes for two...
put you in a trance, make you glow...

rating the blessin's over the nothin's...
you the feature... starrin'...

if I release you, will I regret it...
bring me the next one on the planet

am I man enough to know...
baby... do you have to go...

same ole steps, never learn...
feel my heart burn, burn, burn...

take my hand, show me the way...
don't let me be the one to stray...

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Are you tryna get back at me?
You can't let 'em win, all they really wanna do is distract me
She like, "Who you fooling? You been out here tryna make a movie"
She like, "Boy, it's a two-way, groupies only following what you say"
It's a sham, 'cause they all know who I am (who I am)
Overlooked, now they think they understand (understand)
Got a Benz that’ll put 'em in a trance (in a trance)
I can't let my baby slip up out my hands, damn
You know, you the main attraction (ah, ah, ah)
I can't hear nobody else for the love, I need you for that action
And she like, "Who you trying? I ain't the only one that you been eyeing"
I'm like, "Woah must see two sides" (woah, fine)
She told me she love me, now it's time to choose sides
It’s a shame, how could I be running game (running game)
After all the trials after everything (everything)
Wedding ring, I could change your last name (last name)
But I can't let 'em get my baby outta pain, aye
Yeah
If I let her go (woah)
Will I regret it? Will I forget it?
Well, it's something I don't know (woah)
It's something I don't (something I don't, uh)
If I let her go (woah)
Will I regret it? Will I forget it?
Well, it’s something I don’t know (woah)
It's something I don’t know..." - 6LACK - "Let Her Go"
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give it a listen if you've a mind to be in my easy goin' zone...
make a memory with me...
be my star...
let me understand you...
hmm...
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Paying it forward... thanks BiggLala - I hope this helps...
Posted:Jul 18, 2019 6:00 pm
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2019 6:08 pm
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Adding the post in a comment, like my flower, since it seems words don't disappear from comments... 🙄🤦🏽‍♀️

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Soooo...it seems we've travelled back in time to three years ago when the site removed standard members' ability to read and respond to emails. With this recent change to standard membership, the rhetoric is exactly the same. Post after post, after post...

Anyway...I get it, it's frustrating as fuck. I know it was clear to me when I first joined that I had to to interact with anyone. This was before I even knew about other communication tools like the blogs, , rooms, A/L, etc. I've used those tools in various measures throughout my five years here to interact with people.

Still, we can just sit here and complain (like I do 😂 ) or make it better (like I've attempted to do several times, which we know hasn't worked, hence the complaining 😜 ). One of the ways I, and some other bloggers, have done to attempt to make communication better is to promote the use of a private blog post. Many of you have seen the link to this post, "Build your own Private Postbox Receive Readable Messages and Reply" ://JAPANESEGIRLSWINGER.COM./blog/654000/post_40748.html. I think some of you who set up such a post have found it valuable... least the hope is that you have.

Now...it's your turn to help spread that message. Given the writing on the wall, I think it unlikely other members will see my link and get the information they need. This is mostly due to my suspicion that the blogs will eventually become solely an angry venting place, rather than a social, idea sharing place. I don't want to be as active in that place...thus, few people will see the instructions.

I mostly on you popular, 'top blogger' folks. Those of you daily posters, who often claim you care about 'this community', what happens to it, and the people in it. Add the Private Postbox blog post instructions to *YOUR* blog page. You can contact on my private post, Your Diary, to exchange external email so I can send the information to you. Miss Darling Annette took a great deal of time and effort to put the information together to help 'this community' and its members. All you have to do is copy and paste.

So simple...there's no reason not to it forward.

________________________________________
Need a way to message ALL members?...click ://JAPANESEGIRLSWINGER.COM./blog/654000/post_40748.html for helpful instructions in setting up a private messaging blog post.
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"Look what I found Somebody who'll carry 'round a piece of my heart just layin' on the ground..."
Posted:Jul 14, 2019 10:41 am
Last Updated:Jul 15, 2019 7:28 pm
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"Look what I found
Somebody who'll carry 'round a piece of my heart
just layin' on the ground..."

you reading me...
me drinking you...
thinking only of you...
I'm alone in my house...
out of my mind lookin' for you
runnin' out of time...
stand still... stop second hand...
look what you found...
a version of me ready for you...
I'm looking for a lie...
the truth has cut too deep...
soul running out of gas...
why not be my last...

like a Civil Twilight lyric... please find me...
I wanna believe...
you're layin' in my cloud...
surrounded by disbelief...

unchain desire...
me like a lyre...

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"I'm alone in my house
I'm out on the town
I'm the bottom of the bottle
I've been knockin' 'em down

I can't get back on my feet
See the lights on the street like stars
But look what I found
Look what I found
Another piece of my heart
Just layin' on the ground

Under the foggy day
I’m lookin' for a light
And my only friend
Is workin' tonight

I can’t get myself out of bed
Hear these voices in my head like a song
But look what I found
Somebody who loves me
Look what I found
Somebody who'll carry 'round a piece of my heart
Just layin' on the ground

When I met you I was blown to pieces
Heart all over the floor
Ever since you put me back together
I can’t believe it won’t believe it
Uh
Look what you found!
Yeah baby
Look what I found
Someone who'll carry 'round a piece of my heart
Look what I found
Whoo!
C'mon!
Look what I found
Somebody who loves me
Look what found
Somebody who'll carry 'round a piece of my heart
Heart just layin' on the ground..." Lady Gaga - 'Look what I found"
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Luved the sound track...

Luved the movie...

How 'bout you...
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"Your lips undress me Hooked on your tongue Your kiss so deadly make me undone..."
Posted:Jul 13, 2019 7:44 am
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2019 4:37 pm
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"Your lips undress me
Hooked on your tongue
Your kiss so deadly
make me undone..." - yes, please
her body fit in my hands
our lost souls dancing in the sand
like the wants of my dreams
kiss so deadly, make me scream
lips speaking "need ya"
I want that señorita
land in god's country
sweat dripping off me
dancing to Sapphire and moonlight
wake up to Tequila Sunrise
you read me, wanting an invite
the water's warm, be my delight
how long has it been since you're journey there
you should be running towards that fear
come back for more
feel that ocean roar
brush that pride away satisfy that need
take a deep breath taste that seed
jump into that "never alone again"
be my Bo Derek from the movie "10"
"Ooh, when your lips undress me
Hooked on your tongue"
ooh la la la...
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"Land in Miami
The air was hot from summer rain
Sweat dripping off me
Before I even knew her name, la la la
It felt like ooh la la la
Yeah no
Sapphire and moonlight
We danced for hours in the sand
Tequila sunrise
Her body fit right in my hands, la la la
It felt like ooh la la la, yeah
Locked in the hotel
There's just some things that never change
You say we're just friends
But friends don't know the way you taste, la la la
'Cause you know it's been a long time coming
Don't you let me fall
Ooh, when your lips undress me
Hooked on your tongue
Ooh love, your kiss is deadly
Don't stop
I love it when you call me señorita
I wish I could pretend I didn't need you
But every touch is ooh la la la
It's true, la la la
Ooh, I should be running
Ooh, you know I love it when you call me señorita
I wish it wasn't so damn hard to leave ya
But every touch is ooh la la la
It's true, la la la
Ooh, I should be running
Ooh, you keep me coming for you..." Camila Cabello, Shawn Mendes - "Señorita"
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will you come for me...
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"Secret desire you're turning my world around keep getting higher i won't let you hit the ground..."
Posted:Jul 12, 2019 8:00 pm
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2019 12:48 pm
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"Secret desire
you're turning my world around
keep getting higher
i won't let you the ground..." - for my dancers

Inspired by the illusion of your spell
get higher let ring that bell

those erotic words you wrote
smoke, smoke, smoke broke

reach , feel it, bingo
lust beneath that halo

if you're lost, run
feed , be my insanity

the petals of your beauty
bring the beast in

my profile searches for a clown
find , turn my world around

pen the lyrics our favorite song
in my heart where your ink belongs

your skin so smooth making my head spin
like visions from "Gone " by Gillian Flynn

fan those flames of fire
quench the thirst, my desire

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"compound let it shine again
lost and found still on the run
set my watch back it up
caught by feel in a veil of haze
secret desire
you're turning my world around
keep getting higher
i won't let you the ground for free
come on release me
defeat my insanity
secret desire
you bring the beast in
tech clones
wanna rewrite the
haircut's done what a brand new
another clown another round another system shutdown
set the world on fire
let take a walk on the bright side..." - Steaming Satellites - "Secret Desire"
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and, these are the words you caused write...
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"If the sun and moon aligned and they crashed thru the stars. if you weren't so far behind. If only"
Posted:Jul 7, 2019 5:27 pm
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2019 6:07 pm
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"If the sun and moon were aligned and they both crashed thru the stars...
if you weren't so far behind... If only..." -- my dream

if only you could read my thoughts... feel what I feel... the passion...
if only you could feel my heart right now...
if only you could see ... the way I see you...
if only the miles weren't so far... if they were reduced inches... fingers away...

if only you could be here...
if only I could rest my head on that shoulder... rest my lips on those lips...
if only I could spend all of my life...
if only I could have known what I know now...

if only I could go back and change something... I would change me... I would open that door for you crash thru...
if only I could get the sun and the moon align...
if only I could breathe you in...

I've had this one on re-wind... please give them a read... and, if so inclined... give them a listen...
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"If the sun and moon were aligned
and they both crashed thru the stars
if you weren't so far behind
have a gun aimed at my heart
I cannot publicly go into my rage
feeling like a slave I do not bestow
I may never fucking see a stage
hopping off this plane if I feel compelled
Oh, if only (oh) you'll know
I'd be having battles with myself
thoughts siege, let them drift away
I've been screaming, yelling up God
Go get a , let flip the page
I cannot expect walk this road
damage my soul, leave and behold
I don't want feel this way anymore

If only
no, no...
If I could go back and do it all I would change a thing
I would double up
How can you keep talking while you fall
you get double crossed, you just double up
so I'm already hearing what you say
thing is never got anywhere anyway
all I really think about is this
try box in put that damn thing away
all my life, all my life, they've got be (oh)
all my life, all my life, who's doubting now
all my life, all my life, they've got be (oh)
If I would've known, what I know now
If only, no, no..." - Bridge - "If Only"
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If only this were possible...
hmm...
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"You are the light behind a cloud the end and the beginning A world where time is not allowed..."
Posted:Jul 6, 2019 9:37 am
Last Updated:Jul 7, 2019 3:37 pm
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"You are the light behind a cloud
the end and the beginning
A world where time is not allowed..." - yes, you are

find me in your whirlwind of confusion
bring my tongue to taste you, my illusion

many faves you hold true and dear
yet, our precious song takes you there

Dream of an escape from your nightmares
leave them all to stop and stare
ours, a love without compare

not unlike Buzz's "To infinity and Beyond"
your heart the birthplace to my home

dreams and happy endings can come true
imagine me, that one in your view

see our passion, taste that cloud
cherry pez candy, sing out loud

erotic thoughts, purple haze blaze by
Jimi "scuse me while I kiss the sky"

you are the soft night, my wet ocean
I'll send you with love and devotion

Medina penned a song "You and I"
the two of us a perfect high

we are cupid's true mark
beyond, is where we start

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"Dream
Beyond dreams
Beyond life
You will find
Your

Song
Before sound
To be found
Close your eyes
And

Rise
Higher still
Endless thrill
To the land
Of

Love
Beyond love
Come alive
Angel Eye
Forever watching you and I

You are the night
You are the ocean
You are the light behind a cloud
You are the end and the beginning
A world where time is not allowed

There's no such thing as competition
To find our way we lose control
Remember love's our only mission
This is a journey of the soul

The perfect song is framed with silence
It speaks of places never seen
Your home's a promise long forgotten
It is the birthplace of your dreams..." - Daft Punk - "Beyond" (remix - without intro)
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meet me there...
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"Four a.m. we ran a miracle mile We're flat broke, But hey, we do it in style"
Posted:Jul 5, 2019 8:08 am
Last Updated:Jul 6, 2019 5:56 pm
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"Four a.m. we ran a miracle mile
We're flat broke,
But hey, we do it in style"

Don't... let... go...
One... dance... left...
you've got the music in you...
your dreams are just coming to life...

wake up... you've got that dreamer's disease...
contagious, and it's captured me...

thank god, that's the only disease I want...
if you're down on your knees...
it's cause I'm sayin' please...

I want that last dance...
I want that first dance...
we only get what we give...
I'll take what you're offering...
don't give up...

you're my reason to live...
all you gotta do is give...

you've got me wanting inside you...
are these words "parlez-vouz"

yes, please
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"Wake up
You've got the dreamer's disease
Age we got you down on your knees
So polite, you're busy still saying please
But when the night is falling
You cannot find the light
You feel your dreams are dying
Hold tight
You've got the music in you
Don't let go
You've got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You've got a reason to live
Can't forget
We only get what we give
Four a.m. we ran a miracle mile
We're flat broke,
But hey we do it in style
The bad rich
God's flying in for your trial
But when the night is falling
You cannot find the light
You feel your dreams are dying
Hold tight..." - Beacon St. - Mackenzie Graham/Mack - "You Get What You Give" (New Radicals Cover)
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You've got the music in you
Don't let go...
give me a reason to live...
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"And so my mouth waters, to be fed... and, you're always in my head..."
Posted:Jul 4, 2019 9:44 am
Last Updated:Jul 5, 2019 7:44 am
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"And so my mouth waters, to be fed... and, you're always in my head..." this one is truly special... I share it with you my heavenly creature... see me... soon...

This is not like "Shiver"... "did you want me to change... well, I'll change good..."... no, it is not like that at all, my personal Coldplay fave... along with "Clocks" & "Sparks"...

I only make the comparison, because I naively believe that

"it was written years ago
to depict the luv between
Chris and Gwyneth..."

a luv like ours... that went from a mild interest to a volcanic eruption of desires... thru words written here... passages teetering on eroticism with a romantic twist here and there... two lovers that want to share the same air...

we can breathe as one... we can meet where dreams are made of... where fountains of pleasure rise to heights we can but imagine...

"I think of you..." often... sometimes, it hurts...

"I haven't slept..." seldom is the fury of our passion dormant in my mind

"I think I do..." but I wake up... in a sweat... wanting you...

When will our sparks fly real... our hands... connected thru soft fingers... a lick of the tongue... a kiss on the cheek... a touch to the soft of your face...

I've made luv to you so many times... in my mind... always a first...

"My heart is yours... it's you that I hold on to..." I want to hold onto you... maybe... I want us to share those sparks... together...

"And, so my mouth waters, to be fed... And, you're always in my head..."

Like you I have those feelings typing my heart out on these keys... ones that you read... they move you... like a Dan Fogelberg song... " Deeper than any forest primeval
I am in love with you..." (I may have to do a blog to this song...)...

My heart is not staying still with this song.... it is beating hard... and strong...

Can you heart... do you want to touch it... do you feel it...

and, this is what I thought of today... hearing this gem... you...

"Always In My Head"
I think of you
I haven't slept
I think I do
But, I don't forget
My body moves
Goes where I will
But though I try my heart stays still
It never moves
Just won't be led

And so my mouth waters, to be fed
And you're always in my head

You're always in my head
You're always in my head
You're always in my head

You're always in my head
Always in my...
Always in my...

This, I guess, is to tell you you're chosen out from the rest..." - Coldplay - "Always in my Head"
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"And so my mouth waters, to be fed... and, your' always in my head"

r u thinking of me my little pretties...

hmm...
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"You've got such a pretty smile It's a shame the things you hide behind it..." - for you...
Posted:Jun 30, 2019 8:30 pm
Last Updated:Jul 3, 2019 8:59 pm
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"You've got such a pretty smile
It's a shame the things you hide behind it..." - for you...

I want to experience both sets of those lips... taste them gently and deeply...
you are the muse for my writing... a heavenly creature is more than satisfying...

I want to feel invited... cum back in from the cold... I will be here...
step away from the edge... your best friend may not be your mirror...

I'm not about judging the lines on your face... the flaws god gave us all...
you are not alone... you are not alone...

people have asked me do I have one that is my fave... I do not... like the precious few that have welcomed me into their life... I believe that there's room for more than one... song... at the top... but... this one... like a couple of Coldplay & Sia songs ranks in my top 10...

Like a Bo Derek rendition... I always cum back for more... another first to my ears... another vision of her entering my life... forever... and, yet... not so forever... as it seems... our timelines are different... the origination of our versions started at different points... but... they never left as friends... once a lover always a lover... maybe... only in my mind... but, there...

I do know the feeling of alone... maybe... we can be alone together... together... and be...

I know there's nowhere you can hide it... I don't want it to be hidden with us...

I'm not asking for forever... I'm just asking for a first... a moment of intimacy that we can share... something you've not shared before... I'm not saying that you haven't experienced love... I'm just sayin' you've not experienced one like this... don't keep that on the inside... will you be locked out on your own... and, not even know it...

Over time... this song... has still got it... it doesn't lose its luster with me... I am catapulted to a wonderful place when I hear this... and... then I think of the movie... "City of angels"... and, then I think of you...

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"You've got such a pretty smile
It's a shame the things you hide behind it
Let 'em go
Give it up for a while
Let 'em free and we will both go find it
I know there's nowhere you can hide it
I know the feeling of alone
I know that you do not feel invited
But, come back, come back in from the cold
Step away then from the edge
Your best friend in life is not your mirror
Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away
I am here and I will be forever and ever and I
I know that there's nowhere you can hide it
I know the feeling of alone
Trust me and don't keep that on the inside
Soon you'll be locked out on your own
You're not alone
You're not…" - Jude - ”I know"
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I am here...
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"Play me a song Your newest one Please leave your taste on my tongue"
Posted:Jun 29, 2019 9:07 am
Last Updated:Jul 2, 2019 7:48 am
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"Play me a song
Your newest one
Please leave your taste on my tongue..." - for my slow dancers

let our dreams taste each other
tell him you see another

be my first, over and over
love me, you, my 3rd leaf clover

imprint your thoughts on me
real love, a reality

your words traced on my heart
lips I've loved from the start

to know you in that way
see... come... be... oh, please stay

let those pieces of your puzzle
start that delicious trouble

the wonder of all that is you
revealed like all of daylight's hues

be my beauty queen from a movie scene
my Aphrodite hungry, pristine
not like Stephen King's Christine
a fantasy goddess, my dream

own me with soft poetry
penned words, tantalize me

"lightly hover over my body
be my "time of the season" Zombie" -- another easy going ism

like a Beatle's song "Carry that weight"
call it destiny or fate
be my paperweight
oh please, don't be late
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"Been up all night staring at you
Wondering what's on your mind
I've been this way with so many before
But this feels like the first time
And you want the sunrise to go back to bed
And I want to make you laugh
Mess up my bed with me
Kick off the covers I'm waiting
Every word you say I think
I should write down
Don't want to forget come daylight
Happy to lay here
Just happy to be here
I'm happy to know you
Play me a song
Your newest one
Please leave your taste on my tongue
Paperweight on my back
Cover me like a blanket..." - Joshua Radin - "Paperweight" (feat. Schuyler Fisk)"
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it's ok to think about this one...
give it a listen...
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